Literature
sweetest release
There is so much fear and doubt.
Am I doing wrong or right by you?
I cringe at my own shadows growl.
You see, the impossibility to make it through?
A feeble step ahead on a shadowed path.
Something whispers secrets which I cannot hear.
The unheard words tear at me - about me maybe?
I do not know what is right and what is meant to tear.
I kneel down, waiting for deaths hand.
But it still doesnt come, why wont it save me?
A shiver runs down my spine and I wish for relief.
Please I beg silently, kill me, let me be free.
I dont want to feel like this, dont want to feel the shame.
The bitterness I bring people, the pain I cause.
I cant ke
